stolen identity

so hi.... im new here. im 28 and im ednos. i feel like ed has stolen my identity. idk....that probably sounds crazy. i live in canada. ive reached one of my highest weights , am freaking out....the voice of ed screaming that this is unacceptable and i agree . the lengths i am going to are lengths im sure im not alone in here when it comes to weight loss. my bmi is in my sig. im not sure what else to put here. 

peace